I feel hurt, very hurt. So hurt that I go to the corner in
the bathroom and weep like a baby. No, I wail like a baby. I see my self teary
eyed in the mirror and I howl even more.
It seems like I am losing it. I have no idea why I cry like
that. No seriously there is just no reason why I did what I just did.
When everything in life seems just fine, then why on earth do
I feel so down in the dumps?
“You like to create situation.” I have heard that so many
times. Do I really create imaginary situations? Situations, that even I have no
control over – IMAGINARY YET NO CONTROL. Sounds scary! The problem is I do not
even have the slightest inclination of what the situation is.
Running away – is that a solution? Well, maybe, to a place
where I can live in anonymity and start afresh. And yet there are people who
hold me back.
I don’t like to cry, yet crying gives me a great sense of contentment;
of being alive.
Damn! I need some strong coffee now.
Awwww :(
ReplyDeleteI can connect to all the things said above (excluding the cigarette craving)
ReplyDeleteI feel like i should go to a place where no one knows me and i have no one to talk to just me and my tanhai sorta :P
I think it has become a generally tendency of people nowadays..emotional quotient is on roll...
All the best no worries you will submerge and then again bounce back :)
Hmm that is exactly you 'a bundle of contradictions'.You see Dips,its really strange how people have taken into virtual communication,and how we are clubbed to a certain image.You see that misses out on the warmth of a touch.Cry all you want dear,it lightens the burden of undetected sorrow on our souls.
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