Two posts in a row with pictures of shoes... shows what I am going through! |
IT. IS. ENOUGH.
I have procrastinated enough. I have thought enough. I have worried enough. It is time to to just leave aside all inhibitions and go ahead.
I have stressed enough. And then spent hours reading up on stress management self help write-ups. And stressed more and ended up with migraines more often than I would have liked.
And now, I have decided that it is enough. I am not going to go around seeking clarity anymore. I am just going to get clarity myself. Because now I know where it is. Clarity. Somewhere within myself. Sitting quietly in some tiny corner of my mind.
I have spent hours worrying. worrying about things that I have no control on. Worrying about things, that might not happen ever. I have been quite a freak. And now I am not gonna do that. nah. Because, the current love of my life, Eddie Redmayne, as Newt Scamander, said that worrying only makes you suffer twice.
I have been negative. I have absorbed the negativity of others, I have spread negativity. I have cried, I have yelled, I have brooded... But not anymore. I am done with that. I cannot control the negativity around me. But I can get away from it. I can control my own negativity. I know I can.
And I shall come back here and update once I have done that. All of that.
Till then... Bye! Bye!
Such phases come in everyone's life ....Take a break, focus on ur inner self , u will do it , all the best
ReplyDeleteThank you, Monika. I hate such phases, but well, got to fight them. :)
ReplyDeleteIts like you read my mind! You appear to know so much about this, like you wrote the book in it or something.
ReplyDeleteI think that you could do with some pics to drive the message home a bit, but other than that, this is
magnificent blog. An excellent read. I will definitely be back.
Thanks, Anonymous.
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